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I Can only Learn If I have Faith in You

Query 1:I can only learn from you if I have faith in you. Please don't mind my words as I have to place myself in the position of judge to interpret or analyse something. If only our initial correspondence seems worthy and beneficial to me, I can look forward.

I am sorry to say, but your prediction about the "Future of the world" is definitely proved wrong. Does this shake your believe??

Query 2
: How did you come to believe or what was that phenomenon that made you believe you have Realised God?

Query 3
: You have written that you had darshan of God- My query is that what kind of a vision of God did you have, a mental or a physical vision. was it some light or looked like some person or some conventional God we worship or is it unexplainable. I hope you understand my query, please help.

Vijay Kumar:
If I would be able to predict the exact happenings as they occur, I would become the richest man on Mother Earth. So is not the system designed by God. Everything on Mother Earth is governed by the system of mass Karma. As we sow so shall we reap.

The moment I Realized God in 1993, it was all over with me. I felt God had given me certain powers and I wanted to experiment with them. I inherently knew that Nostradamus was a being of high intellect and he had excellent powers to foresee the future. I concentrated on the power known as Nostradamus and immediately I was plunged into the mental wavelength on which Nostradamus operated.

You would not believe what happened ... Immediately messages started flashing in and I concentrated on the forthcoming 13 years of world history. I started from the level where Nostradamus had left when he left his mortal frame. I have written what God has dictated to me.

Revelations can come to anybody who develops his mental intellect to a certain level. But one thing always has to be kept in mind that revelations can change. All revelations are based on the theory of mass Karma. What ever is performed by the Humanity at large ... they have to bear with the results.

You will agree with me that the present mankind in the Kali Yuga of today is embroiled in trading bitterness amongst one another. The mutual trust which existed between Human Beings 20 years before has greatly diminished. A feeling of fear has over taken humanity and this fear has led to increase in Prayers world-wide. The respect India has started getting world-wide is indicative of the forgiveness which India exercised in dealing with Pakistan on the Kargil issue. This increased fear and subsequent Prayers has temporarily delayed the occurrence of World War 3 which is now likely to start in 2002.

Every single word of mine on the net is a direct dictation from God. I never write anything on my own. It is beyond my intellect and capability. The moment I Realized God, dictation's from God have become a regular feature. Sometimes the dictations continue for hours and at times months pass. Living in Grihastha Ashram and continuing with the Spiritual endeavour is at times difficult but life is so. Being my last life I have to impart the Cosmic wisdom before I leave this mortal frame.

When I started on this journey at 11 years of age, I had not the slightest inkling that I would see God one day in the present life, leave apart the question of how many years from now But one thing I was very sure of was that if God was to give a darshan to someone on Mother earth it was to be me. Inherently I knew that purity of Mind was to be maintained at all costs. Even as a child I could see people cheating God when they were alone in the surroundings of their house or the office. When I used to challenge such people of their untruthfulness they used to counter that no one had seen them making a theft. I inherently knew that these people were fooling their own self for God was everywhere and he takes care of all our actions be they good or bad.

One had to be hundred percent truthful if he ever was to realize self in the present life ... a very difficult task as in the day-to-day mundane affairs of life sometimes even unknowingly one may be untruthful and unless one knows the right path of repenting how to absolve self out of the situation. There had been a King Vikramaditya in India in the past who was famous for his truthfulness. I followed his path of Tapasya (Prayer) ... and one-day I knew I had become an absolutely truthful human being.

Still, there was no God to be seen anywhere. I subsequently Realized that apart from being truthful one had to practice Celibacy to its extreme end. Not involving one self in sexual activities of any nature alone is not sufficient. The complete definition of Celibacy meant not involving one self in sexual activities physically but even mentally. It was very difficult for me to find out what was the meaning of mental sexual activities. In spite of all my best efforts in controlling sexual desires I was getting nowhere. Sweet dreams is a common occurrence. I had to somehow over come it. I realized as everyone on Mother Earth were sons and daughters of God, I had to treat every lady on Mother earth either as my mother, sister or daughter. I deeply prayed to God day and night and ultimately even night sweet dreams also ended. I practiced physical and mental control on sexual activities for a continuous period of twelve years and lo shortly after that I had a darshan of God. Subsequently I Realized God in its entirety.

Mahavira, Gautama Buddha all practiced Celibacy for a continuous period of twelve years before they realized their self. To practice absolute Celibacy as narrated above is perhaps a difficult task but there is nothing on Mother Earth which cannot be achieved.

I have narrated above most important features over which a human being has to have absolute control before he can Realize self. Because of the inborn nature of the Mother to take care of its offspring, it is even more difficult for woman folk to achieve Self Realization. In the history of India only two women achieved this status - one was Gargi and other Maitreyi. Gargi was a highly accomplished intellectual women and Maitreyi was the wise wife of sage Yagnavalkya - a knower of Brahman, the Almighty Creator of the cosmos. Sage Yagnavalkya is the author of Brihadarankya Upanishad - a highly intellectual sacred text.

Vijay Kumar:
Vedas are the words of God which were invoked by highly intellectual saints. As Vedas are very voluminous ... it is very difficult to go through them and learn of the Spiritual secrets even by the most learned scholars, what to say of the common man.

Lord Krishna came and gave us the essence of Vedas in form of Bhagavad Gita. Before Self Realization I had never read Gita ... what to say of understanding its content.

The moment I Realized God I reached the source of all Cosmic wisdom. Without having ever read Bhagavad Gita, all the Upanishads ... the essence of all became clear to me like ABC. Unbelievable ... isn't it! I can give a continuous nonstop discourse on Bhagavad Gita or the Upanishads continuing from hours to days. I feel that Bhagavad Gita and the Upanishads were written by me in some earlier life.

Imagine the feeling of Ananda I have within me having reached the Cosmic end of my life.

Vijay Kumar:
You must bear one thing in Mind ... whoever created the whole Cosmos including many Universes, numerous Galaxies, star clusters and unlimited planets ... can never be considered to have a physical form. God is but a cluster of pure energy so big in magnitude that human mind is not capable of assessing it as it has its limitations All visions are mental in nature ... and whatever we see in our visions is through the inner eye and by this inner eye we mean that the vision occurs to atman the soul within and not to the physical manifested human being. It was bluish clouds circling and pointing to a source within the gaseous tunnel. Everything was so calm and quiet that the bliss experienced at that moment cannot be explained in words. It is beyond any explanation! Likewise, the definition of God is also beyond any explanation all comprehension of a normal human being.

Talking of conventional Gods like Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva ... there has never been any person like that. It is only symbolic worshiping. Every normal human being needs a medium to worship God. We may take that Symbol to be a tree, a stone or a statute. The symbols are immaterial. What is of value is our faith in God, the Creator.

As we need the water to boil to 100 degrees centigrade before we can make a steam engine start ... Similarly, no human being can really start on the part of Self Realization until he has hundred percent faith in the existence of God and his system.

May God bless you in your endeavours

Always there to clarify your queries ( send your query),

Essay by: Vijay Kumar "Atma Jnani" ... The Man who Realized God in 1993!

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